I felt like if my bones didn't stick out and poke him he wasn't going to love me And this is where it gets dark. So I communicated it to him, and he said he was going to stop but he didn't.
I asked him about the porn and if there was something I wasn't doing for him that he desired, and he could never answer me with anything but, "It's just a visual thing." That guys like to see a lot of girls naked and that's just how they are built. In fact it just got worse, and he became unable to be pleased.
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I noticed something while performing sexual oral pleasure.
(Which was never returned, so he was a restricting partner physically.) I noticed little scabs on his shaft. I thought, "OMG, he has some type of STD." So I confronted him, and he said it was from pleasuring himself earlier in the day.
He would verbally abuse me and call me fat, but it wasn't in the way one thinks.
Almost immediately I started receiving offers, and the next thing I knew I was on a plane heading to California.
I was signing contracts without reading them, because all I cared about was the money.
I was paid extra because I looked younger than 18 and had a size 32A chest.
I personally wasn't a porn star, I was a young girl in love with someone extremely addicted to porn, from the time I was 18 years old to 21.
Once I started hanging out around him I noticed little control issues, but I just put them in the back of my head.